probably a goat

october 24,2014
as the school year rolls in i probably get more and more neurotic.
heavily influenced by the lack of sleep and poor organizational skills, i have come to the conclusion that this is not the life for me. simply meaning, can i settle down in a place for long? during the last five years, ive taken comfort that i can fall in love with places ive been to once and making friends easily ( and leaving them too). Everything happens so rapidly while your traveling. my mood was more happy and constant instead mercurial. Why correlate happiness with a location? its not as simple as that. its become habitual of me to love something so quickly when i know i wont experience it for long. every location that i travelled to had a short time line on it and stamped even a great mark upon my heart. while here, two years seems forever when you have general feelings about the place and the people. in conclusion, if i contribute this experience to another spot on my resume im sure i will go crazy by next term.